Sold your soul…

It’s all a mind game, a mental manipulation or what some would call a mind fuck. Get in line, the next to get bent over and fucked. Sell your body and your soul just to get a taste of that gold. You think you can handle every thing that comes with your deal only the…

Poison

I knew you were poison and I never even took that bite. I seen you for the snake that you were. Oh I had seen you were running some game. I don’t see what people could even see in you. Can’t they figure out the way you manipulate others around you as if every one…

A love letter…

Could it be true that you are out there some where right now thinking about me? There is so much for me to ponder. I just don’t know what it is that you really think. I believe the look in your eyes and the smile on your face are all I need to know. It…

It’s all over now

I like you…come over here I am about to make you mine. That moment our lips meet the deal is sealed. It’s been a long dance that all started with a glance. Every time our eyes met I wondered if this is love. I like the graceful way you move, I am even more intrigued…

Dreams

I look up and there you are. I just want to call out to you. I hold back and try not to let myself stare…I just stand there and all I can think about is how gorgeous you are. I sigh as I walk away. I tell myself don’t you dare ever look back. It’s…

So much I wanted to say

I see the way you look at me, the longing in your eyes shows. I won’t forget seeing you dressed all in black, your face when I glanced up. There was so much I wanted to say. You turned your back so I walked away. There was so much I wanted to say. You turned…

Lost….

It means nothing all of this… It means nothing all of this. Every time I seen your face… it means nothing all of this. it means nothing all of this… It means nothing all of this… Every time I see your face… It means nothing all of this. I am lost in my lust for…

Whiskey clouds….

Met you in a dark bar. Looking mysterious in your black leather coat…I know it’s a mistake before we ever begin. I think it’s the whiskey talking, but I think I am in love with you. it’s just the smoke is clouding my thoughts. I think it’s the whiskey talking, I think it’s the whiskey…

Into The Hollywood Teenage Abyss Part 4

Uma grabbed some drinks at her favorite dive bar on Highland just north of Hollywood Blvd. It sat next to a really good Chinese food restaurant, but Uma could never recall the name. The dive bar was called Dhalia’s Shack. The bar notoriously opened the same week as The story of The Black Dhalia’s murder…

Is #MeToo helping or hurting us victims?

Many times in my life when I used to go out all the time and wrote reviews on my MySpace Ultimatebandgirl page than 7 year long column in Lost Anarchy Magazine there was many times I truly believe I was drugged and have no clue what Happened to me and other times where I was…

Into The Hollywood Teenage Abyss Part 3

Uma would have figured that the LAPD would have wanted to talk to her more than initial interview when she found Stormer and Bull Dog in those 2 days. Isn’t that strange one girl finding 2 of her closest friends dead or dying in alleys the least bit suspicious for them. Naomi still had not…

I heart Radio AlterNate Festival 2018

The first I heart Radio AlterNate Radio festival opened up with Mumford and Sons. I am really familiar with this bands name and know they have a super huge buzz. I knew I would know at least one Mumford song but was shocked that I recognized every single song in their set. To me and…